Boo!

Ha Ha!  Yes I still do exist out here in cyber space.

Maybe I'll update something on here later when I'm not so tired.  But, I'm tired now, so I'll just go to bed.

Nitey Nite.

Hmmmm.......

..thinking..

My head is spinning like a Tilt-o-Whirl at some kind of amusement park.  oooog it feels like someone threw my brain in a blender and set it to... to... to blend I guess.

Stop the ride I want to get off, please.

So, I found out today that my brother has been in jail since last friday. Unfortunately I really wasn't all that surprised.  See, if you knew my brother and his past history it wouldn't surprise you either.  It's a shame really, I thought, hoped, he was going to somehow get his life on track this time.  It's the past repeating itself over and, over and, over again.  I wish he would learn.

He might not be the best brother in the world, but he has been the best teacher of my life.  Because, everything he did, I did the exact opposite of.  And so far I've turned out fine.  So, I guess I learned from the best, or maybe the worst, I don't know.

Sigh.

Aaaaaaaah!

What a crap-tacular day today.  I was getting yelled at, everybody hates me, and I have no friends.

I cried driving home tonite too.  Sigh.